Totally completely alone:(

So many people want to help, so many people have, but there is not one person I want to talk to but the one I cant.My mom. I sit there looking through my phone for a name to pop out at me, and there never is one. I want someone to talk to but its always the same. I know what your going through( never realized how many people's mothers have been in the hospital because partly of them, leaving them alone with thier never home father, sister that hates her to death,and little brother who keeps getting in trouble with the law, all the while dealing with a sister just out of surgery, and a cousin that just figured out she doesnt have cancer, its mono... oh ya and completely hating herself for being so freakin stupid about what she keeps saying to a boy that she likes....)or the all to famous, I'm so sorry is there anything I can do( they say anything because they have no idea what to do, and they dont have time to do it anyway, but they want you to think that they would if you said so) or my personal favorite, God wouldnt put you here if he didnt know you could handle it( 100 percent true, and they care about you, but they havent been anywhere near where you are, and they dont want to just say SUCK IT UP AND DEAL! cause that would be insensitve) I love everyone who's helped, but the only person who's done anything but listen to me is Kenzee, for whom I am grateful and totally endebted. Such a simple act( bringing me something tangible, cookies and a note) that I swear made my day. So many people love me, but so many people just dont get that all I want is to just make it dissapear. So if you ever have someone going through something big, try and get them out of the house, bring them something, hug them let them know that you WILL be there if they want to talk cause you dont care if its 2:00 in the morning, you will be there even if all they want to do is cry and vent. If you dont want to do any of these things. You shouldnt even be thier friend. Simple as that.. I would do that for anyone, even someone I didnt know.. But thats just me. Be someone's angel today. Do something. Something for someone you care about.