moon bowl

Moon bowl.
Look up. The sky is vast, unexplored, unexplained. The moon is halfway here tonight a bowl made for wishes, collecting the simplest ones from your heart, mind and soul. The ones you dont even know your making. Or forgot about from years past.The stars gather in constelations giving the wishes of the past a picture worth a million words. Twinkling , sparkling glittering, brightening the sky like bulbs. Each star the end of a tunnel for someone, A wish once heard, only tonight being granted, because the moon is only collecting a few nights. They rush towards the moon, but it is overflowing already, they push and they squeeze to try and fit, but out they spill, thier light illuminating the surface. Make a wish. They may not all be granted. But they all have a chance. Take a step outside, further into the darkness, as far as you wish into the biting cold. Sit directly underneath a star and tell it your story, your wish, your dream. Your words will rush out as sound but when you arent looking transform into light , the purest of wishes being so blindingly bright, and clean you know they can only be from the heart. The dullest, only looking like embers, from the mind, and the ones like a fire from the soul. So pour yourself into the moon bowl tonight , and let it wash over your being the answers you seek. Sweet dreams. May they all come true

tiredness

Tiredness creeps up on you slowly, like shadows slowly inching thier way into your mind, causing your head to feel heavy with the weight of darkness's decent into your thoughts. Tired is what causes your body to slow, like trains at the end of a track slowly rolling into place until it comes to a complete stop. Sleep. The restoring of energy. But sleep has its downsides, nightmares. terrifying images of non reality, though they feel so real at the time. Fears are surfaced dragging you into this horrifying image of your life in a twisted unreadable blob of information thrown at you by your mind, interpreted by your heart as hurt, pain lies, twisting life into an image of pure horrid, plain out terror. but to that there are always dreams.Full of hope, and love, and passion. You are surrounded by good, kind things, that make you feel as if your floating above all the troubles of the reality you accepted before you slipped into this world of pure imagined, nonsense and happiness. Suspended above the real world. the only problem with dreams is that you have to wake up,to face reality once more. The thing about reality is, sometimes you cant get to sleep, for the simple fact that reality is better than your dreams. thats when you know your in love. some people never feel this, so they look forward to the end of the day, as thier "train" reaches its destination and they can slip smoothly into thier sheets, escaping the worrys of reality in thier own world, thier personalized dream world that makes up who they wish they were,and where they want to be. But as tiredness comes, they accept it, welcome it gratefully, and when they wake, they wish all day for the pleasure of the fake reality they've created in thier dreams. Tiredness comes, but now i dont accept it. I dont want each day to end for the fear that i will no longer have this understanding. The understanding that reality doesnt have to be bad if you look at it from a different angle. you can never adjust the world , but you can always adjust the way you look at it. Life has problems, but like road bumps, to get anywhere, you have to keep moving forward just keep holding your head up high, and loving life. As i write this my fingers are slowing, and my head has become heavy with darkness, but thats alright, because tomorrow i will wake, and my head will once again be filled with the light of a new day:D sweet dreams:D and may they all come true:D

Theres this boyy... <3

Haha:D to get started theres this AmAzInG girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, who is ThE bEsT! i flippin <3 you ShMeKaH! lol But my life has been crazy amazing... i havent talked in a WHILE:D so heres a list of MaJoR eVeNtS:D

• Well theres this boyy... who I like , who likes me back:D
• The play went amazing! I loved it and miss the whole cast:D
• I made one acts and am participating in the thespian competition with sydney trotter the best actress EVER!
• There was a SNOW DAY! in vegas!!!
• I'm painting my room purple and orange:D it looks amazing!
• im going to do track:D yay!
• The new years dance is this week:D
• i went for a run today and it was ahhmazing....

thats not all, but you know me... forgetful:D i promise to write soon... when im not so busy:D lol