DANCE

s'all i gotta say. Trotter got her gift and liked it ( or so she told me) and everyone freaked about the appearence of glasses on my face :P as usual, by the end i'm a sweaty mess, but i always end up having fun:D dancing like a maniac makes me feel good:D

two against one... or so they think

They're fighting a non-existent battle, calling me names, and trying to convince me that something i did about three months ago was wrong... hrm. i really dont care. i think its stupid and selfish that they are still dwelling on it:) my life has moved on, and i'm sorry they feel that way. They are only hurting themselves. and well the one whose still mad?? he is dragging along recruiters in this war against Rylea.. ahhh the hilarity:) it was ( one minute let me count on my fingers:D:D:D) 5 freaking months ago!!! dang man dwelling on the past much?!?! let it go. its really really only hurting you.. and seriously... you arent getting an apology outta me. at all. ever. cause in truth? ... what i did wasnt wrong. it was in defense of my two best friends in the whole wide world... you cannot say that that is a bad thing. ahhhhh boys. i need to find someone that is a polar opposite from them for my fh. :D:D:D well sweet dreams:D i hope that no one is attacking you.. grrr and i hope that they recruit no more:D

Another day of boring...

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oh the interesting.

lalalala. i cant hear you( cause this is the internet.. i cant hear anyone.. i see what they write though:)

hhooookkkkaaayyy. hhere's what i'm gonna do. I'm gonna.... eh, i really actually have no idea. i prolly wont post this, i'm jus gonna writeandwriteandwriteandwriteeeeee. haha about nothing in particular. I'm currently: 1. waiting to babysit 2.munchin on cookie crisp. 3. listening to history channel. 4. writing. 5 thinking about my yearbook ( which i looked through today on a whim) 6. wishing i lived in this house about ... 5 years before it was built. 7.no wait. dad changed the channnel, its now ncis:D:D:D oohhh inntterressting:D:D:D and creepy. someone swallowed a ring and then proposed with it.the same guy killed his fiancees father! GASP! 8. thinking about my slurpee that derek bought me after dropping off alexa's present. 9. now i'm wondering when i should give justin his rock that i found on the fourth year hike so he can figure out what kind it is.10. back to history channel! cool. invisibility cloak. 10. whoopppsss a cookie crisp fell down my shirt:P haha 11. wondering if my glasses have the same effect on everyone. some say they make me look 20:D haha 12. feeling like a DoRk cause i'm blogging about nothing..... 13. hoping someone gets a laugh out of this. 14 laughing about a message justin and nate left me and the conversation katie ash and i had about it ( funny, vs. pointless) me and ash thought it was HILARIOUS!!! bahaha .15. thought of Mario which made me think of charlie and how i should post those pictures cause they're amazing, prolly the best i've ever done. 16. now thinking about spock... odd. i think startrek is kinda stupid ( no offence trekkies:D) 17. Now thinking of this book stranded in boringsville( where i am now.. cept i'm not in australia.. you'd have to read the book:D)18. now i'm thinking bout how this kinda just turned into a thought chain 19. dad changed the channel, and is giving the secret to cross country running.. now i'm interested:D haha i think its some kinda drug:P lame. anyways..... 20. now i'm thinking that that mouse looks hecka tired.. psh.21. whoaaa. i could take a drug to make me good at running:) haha thats cheating.. never mind:D haha wow. anywayss... i'm interested now.. i'll finish this later.
Hi, its later:D:D:D there ar 4 hours and 8 minutes until i get to do something... so i've been 1. looking up projects i can do... i love projects. i love them with a passion. they make life interesting. 2. eating watermelon3. randomly doing gymnastics around my house 4. reading random cookbooks, and wondering if friday ( when i can get the ingredients for my latest project [a cookbook]) could be farther away... 5. writing once again 6. watching tv. UGH I HATE BEING SO BORED THAT I HAVE TO WATCH T.V!!! . 7. doing laundry,8. thinking about how i want to make a CD of music which will make it so much easier to clean my room... 8. thinking how wierd it is that i only clean when no one is in the house so i can listen to my music. 9. thinking how i have two eights so this is really 10... wondering if 7 hours of sleeping and watching a movie deserves the 35 $ i got for it:D11. now i'm looking at my bracelet... haha its the one secret of my own i've kept. 12. now i'm missing mrs. Kidder who was the one who got me interested in everything... cooking, dancing, acting, sewing art, running, exercise, history, reading... everything.13. wondering if she's still alive, and prying she is. 14. wishing i could tell her how much she changed my life 15 wondering why i'm saying this... 16 whoooaaa if my husband ever did that... lets just say he wouldnt be my husband!!!! gah! ( trading spouses) 17. feelin bad for my little bro who's grounded for the rest of the summer :0 18 wondering if this list is longer than the last...19. nope not yet, two more to go... 20. haha i cant wait for my activity tonight:D water balloons!!!! 21.. i should call sister smith and see if she needs help filling up water balloons. 22.:P no answer. 23. terrible husband that other one is too... wow i hope not all men suck that bad once you get married.... 24. just got called in by my mom... haha she needed to know what rotflol is:) bahaha she's hilarious:D 25. now again, hoping that my husband will respect me. dang. these guys are terrible. ... oh my! he just kissed that other girl!!!!:,( i hate this. so depressing. 26.. i'm going to go and finish this list again...:D later. ( this is now 2 hours later:D)1. i put on my glasses, took my laundry out of the washer, did random gymnastics in my living room, thought some more about cleaning my room, and GOT A PHONE CALL!!!YESSS... of course they were just asking me to bring something to the activity tonight... but i had an ACTUAL CONNECTION WITH SOMEONE ... for the first time ALL DAY!!!! yesssssssssss . i'm . a. loser:D oh well. 2. i've been counting down the time till the activity and now there is only an hour and thirty three minutes left::D:D:D:D:D whoot!!!! fun. stuff. 3. I'm listening to music for the first time today:D lovin ron pope:)4. wondering what i should wear since its a water activity.. and i'm doubting we can just wear swimsuits:P 5. goodness, i love cartel:D still! they havent gotten boring yet! yesssss.... haha i wanna listen to my favorite song.mmkay . now that i'm doing that. i think i'll turn it up and dance around my living room while singing.. and see if my dad says anything:Dnope:P but max gave me a funny look.. haha i decided to go cliche and grabbed a "microphone" ( hairbrush) ooohhh!!! Taylor swift:D you belong with me:D . 6.gah. i wish trotter was here to do this with me. ... Grabbed my dad instead!!! lol!!! haha he told me i needed to go on a run ( agreed) and that max was right to look at me funny... and he shook his head a few times:D:D:D but he did dance :Dyeah. thats how bored i am!!! haha . 7. i wonder how trotter is:D 8. awwhh.. her brother left her today for the MTC... i'mma go call her and see how she's doing. i'mma post this, but i'll add on too:D