I dont want this.

I dont want any of this.
IF YOU DONT LIKE ME DONT PRETEND
all of my "friends" are posers
when will this torture end

I cant stand not knowing who
the real ones really are
I felt like I was doing fine
I was off by VERY far.

SHUTTUP. Unless you have NEVER said a bad word about me , you cant comment on this. Unles you've NEVER told one of my secrets. Unless you've never started a rumor. Unless you are the real friends I found out were imaginary.
Real friends . ha.
You were just
figments.
of my
imagination.
The world I was living in? It was an ignorant dream. I was lost in the world of Rylea, pretending that my only problems were those at home. And those of school work. And those of trying to be kind. and follow rules. All . Lies. I was delirious, thinking that Brittany Phelan, AJ, and Kyle were friends of mine.... but when I was gone, so went their tounges. Thanks. Thanks.

The world goes in circles. Life is the same, Where this day began , this day ended, and where tomorrow begins, it will also end.

Look. I DONT WANT YOU . I dont want "friends" anymore so just stay out of my life. Just be gone.

Sock Monkey soup has me groggy with life-lag

Here . Have a list of random stuff while my hair dries. 1.sock Monkey soup isn't real... and if it was i prolly wouldnt eat it.2. Yup. life lag... like jet-lag. but permanentish.3. Whoa baby, My life is crazy, music makes it (somewhat)better.4. Elephants in tutu's are pretty legit. just saying... I'd like to see a tutu that big...5. I went to the gym wednesday.. and it was ahhhmazing. I want to go back to the gym..6. So the boys that I was talking about in previous posts turned out to be.. well.. sorta using me. This weekend is valentines day and I dont want to spend it with them. 7. I did ALL MY MAKEUP WORK!!! whooo!!!8. I'm going through some stuff okay? just butt out guys, i'm still me.9. I want to do something of note this weekend. Like important.. you know?10. I came up with this great quote " If you want life to be easy , simply stop calling people sluts.. She doesnt want to be called anything behind her back, so she's playing hard to get. lol 11. MyLifeIsAverage.com. LIVE IT LOVE IT !!! haha 12. I want a boy who reads MLIA to marry me.13. I have work this morninggg and I'm exited. I feel like i havent seen Scotty in a while:) Workshop monday!!! WHOOT!!14. I need to just find a nice guy.15. Hello hello, what have we here?16. Dont ask me why I said that.... 17. VALENTINES DAY. the movie. YUP totallyi going to go see that. 18. Anyways I have to get ready for work, I'll finish this later!