Boys are silly. They really dont matter until you're around 20ish. Why deal with the drama?? because we are silly girls. <3 struck and crazy... aaaaaa

Cause when your Fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, your gonna believe it ( oh the naievity:) we all posses this sense of wanting to be loved, and wanting to belong or fit in. What part of us tells us this? our minds? no. its hormones. And at this age, we fall into this never ending cycle, of liking boys and then hating them. We like a boy, he breaks our heart ( or we break his, tis how the story goes)we sulk a while and hate the male species, then we get over it, and Like a new boy ( or in some sad cases, the same boy.... over and over again.. ) and this repeats itself until we find "the one"... why doesnt heavenly father just save our hearts and minds and have us feel strongly for one person... but only "the one" why cant we save all of the hurt feelings? We need to learn.. yes. we need to learn... but oh how easy it is to fall into this cycle... and then someone breaks it up into little tiny pieces by interfering.... sigh:( gah. I've decided i'm going to dance with Heavenly father... he'll let the perfect man cut in.. eventually:) how i love being fifteen... i dont want to be 16.. because right now... i'm in between lets send boys to china and a boy that likes Ashley Rumsey.. because who doesnt?( like ashley that is.. there are almost 20.. 18 last time we counted)SHARE THE LOVE ASHLEY!!! PICK ONE:(

CHOOSE ONE ALREADY!

Choose choose choose
they chant at me
the choice is all yours,
but its not you see
for every new option
up pops another three

I cannot choose between
these amazing options
But only one can be my choice
what a terrible game percieved by MY actions
i feel i no longer have a voice.

SO MANY THINGS TO CHOOSE FROM! WHY AM I SO INDECISIVEE!!!!

6:22 am.

oh 6:22 am, why do you have to be so...
uneventful??
So i have kenzies party tonight... i think i'm going to go to work with my mammacita today so i can make her a card with the fantastic cutouts:)I had a mock school prep today. woke up at five, ate breakfast, did my routine.. then sewed up my converse. lame. they like fell apart:P ........ I found some amazing quotes and wanted to share, so here you go:)

What you see depends on what you're looking for.-Anonymous


Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. - John Maxwell


What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. - Walt Emerson


Without hard work, nothing grows but weeds. - Gordon B. Hinckley


Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm ... As you grow older you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping
yourself, the other for helping others.- Audrey Hepburn.


Courage, sacrifice, determination, commitment, toughness, heart, talent, guts. That's what little girls are made of; the heck with sugar and spice. – Bethany Hamilton


Don't frown, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. - SinVyeSt Tan


Do more than belong: participate. Do more than care: help. Do more than believe: practice. Do more than be fair: be kind. Do more than forgive: forget. Do more than dream: work. - William Arthur Ward


..The way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it. - The Lion King


We must become the change we want to see. – Mahatma Ghandi


Be a good listener. Your ears will never get you in trouble. - Frank Tyger


The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us. – Voltaire


To dream of the person you would like to be is to waste the person you are - Tim Menchen


When you come to the edge of all the light you know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly. - Barbara J. Winter


The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hard part is doing it. - General H. Norman Schwarzkopf


Begin with the end in mind. - Stephen Covey


If the ladder is not leaning against the right wall, every step we take just gets us to the wrong place faster. - Stephen Covey


integrity is shown when no one is looking.-anonymous


We cannot be saved until we have risen above all our enemies, not the least of which is ignorance. - anonymous


And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.-Nelson Mandella


To think clearly without hurry or confusion; To love everybody sincerely; To act in everything with the highest motives; To trust God unhesitatingly. - Helen Keller


It is not what you do that matters it is what you don't do that really matters at the end of the day.-Anonymous


What is, is. What will be, is what you make it.-Anonymous


If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.- Anonymous


Begin to weave and God will give you the thread.-Anonymous


It's better to reach for the stars and land on the roof, than to reach for the roof and land in the garbage.-Anonymous


She who does not yet know how to walk cannot climb a ladder.-Anonymous


Service is the rent we pay for being. It is the very purpose of life, and not something you do in your spare time. - Marion Wright Edelman


Until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have. – Doris Mortman


I must let go of my need for the world to love me.-Anonymous
Arent they fantastic?! I found them on Great-quotes.com yesterday when i was bored:D
well i'm off to figure out something to do with my life toodleoo.

haha

so i ended up not going to the dance:D i babysat haleigh and cody:D so cute! Ash and austin got home and i showed her my doodles:D lol it was cute. monday we went to the park and played in the water , yesterday i made her lunch and we had a nutella party ( where we watched the hannah montana movie:D:Dand.. ATE NUTELLA!) and tonight is the girls camp party!! whoot! lol I completely and totally deep cleaned my room whoot! all i have to do is vacuum now... sunday was the seminary fireside... my mom came!!!! best night ever! Brother Noorda is the nicest!... i hope our teachers are fun.. they sounded kinda... not boring exactly, just not .. fun..? anywhoozers... i made the stuff for my binders and it turned out HECKA cute! like , i did NOT know i could scrapbook like that!!! haha andd... now i might go swimming... or vacuum. or .... idk i'm up for anything:D