Its me again! Coming to you at 6:16 weather partly cloudy with a chance of.....

A (freezing) great day!!! Tonight when my mom gets home from work we're off to knottsberry farm! ( i've never been there before... or disneyland.. long story:)) its freezing outside!!! the high is about 50ish.. haha i'm a wimp! i remember in iowa, when it was 60 degrees, me and my little brother were still asking to play in the water outside... but then, that was in august... or july... i cant remember:)back on track, i hope its not this cold in california!! my goodness!.. its going to be a looonnng car ride:P bleh. But we get to go to the ocean! and i'm SO exited!!! I shouldve probably packed yesterday.... but oh well, i guess i'm not going to intramurals:P haha well rant over, I have to go see why glee wasnt on last night!

I'm in a writing mood.. bear with me:)

Change.




So much of it,
all around me!
I'm changing, and i can feel it...
My friends are changing, and I can see it, and sense it... and it makes me sad
which makes me wonder.... Is anyone feeling the same about me? Is anyone sad that I'm changing? Growing up is what they seem to always call it... but i feel like I'm growing in a different way. I'm accepting my life, and myself... and my situation. The season changes, with the only visible difference being the humans around me at this point... here in vegas the leaves will only change color or fall off a few of the trees... but fall seems to be here, and I dont know where the time has gone... I'm caring about things, people, and animals that i thought I'd never care for the opinions of. AND I'm seeing the other side of people Some good, some bad.It seems to be the center of this time in my life. I'm realizing that the quantity of friends i have is not as important as the closness i make them... I want some best friends, and i'm trying to find my niche. So much going on! I'm working hard! but I'm getting a vacation this weekend!!!!! Knottsberry farm:) never been i'm exited! and i'll get to go to the ocean!!! oh my ! i'm so exited:) well this changing thing isnt so bad. I hope people notice ... but then i'd rather they didnt... who knows!

Shoes. Shoes. Oh my gosh!!!

heelllooooooo... yeah consistency is a problem! MAJOR STUFF!!! Homecoming:) Bergner lives behind me...hahaha nice.:) Having trouble with some annoying boys.. why is it that all the creepers like me...? GLAD i dont have to deal with MALDOCREEPER anymore...PLAY OVER!!! i got asked to homecoming 2x.. both .. umm... bleh.to put it kindly:( nice guys .. sorta. well not really... I got a corsage, cause Colin Breslins gf ... well isnt.. his gf.. anymore XP Jessica's date paid for my dinner:) took many pictures:) had some great times in the past few weeks! I can look like a hot-dog!!! ( Mrs.Doubtfire:))) haha I've been working on a project for heath ( my vision board) I LIKE this project!!! haha but there have been some pretty.. terrible times too. lets not dwell on those ( cough * FRIDAY* cough) ( a.k.a 2nd worst day of my LIFE:)) haha its over now whatever. anddddddddd.. yeah i'mma bout to go clean my room , and do some homework.. soccer intramurals are starting soon... well thats all you really need to know... I have a TON to say.. no time to type, sorry for the choppy-ness.. trust me its a gift:)