Guilty as decided.

I'm reading this book right? 7 habits of highly effective teens. It sounds retarded but its hecka good:) its kinda changing my life. I'm having paradigm shifts, i'm taking control of my life. its good... but i feel guilty. I'm not doing xc anymore, but that means i can do things... like church,schoolwork,chores and other things i realized were on my priority list. Boys didnt make it on my list:P sucks for them! haha . " Any boy who doesnt like you must be effing gay rylea. They dont know what they're missing" hahah does anyone know what theyre missing if theyre missing it?? haha i have some hecka nice friends dont i? that happened to be a guy... i'm now ignoring him a little to make sure he doesnt like.. like me:P only 261 days till my bday. whoa. this has gone by waaayy to fast:PPP lame. i almost wish i'd stay 15. I dont want to deal with heartbreak anymoree!!!! sigh. oh well:D haha i'm bored if you cant tell:Dmy stuff doesnt happen till later tonight:D haha i'mma go do somethingwith my life... like.. doodle:D