Saturday, August 22, 2009

Boys are silly. They really dont matter until you're around 20ish. Why deal with the drama?? because we are silly girls. <3 struck and crazy... aaaaaa

Cause when your Fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, your gonna believe it ( oh the naievity:) we all posses this sense of wanting to be loved, and wanting to belong or fit in. What part of us tells us this? our minds? no. its hormones. And at this age, we fall into this never ending cycle, of liking boys and then hating them. We like a boy, he breaks our heart ( or we break his, tis how the story goes)we sulk a while and hate the male species, then we get over it, and Like a new boy ( or in some sad cases, the same boy.... over and over again.. ) and this repeats itself until we find "the one"... why doesnt heavenly father just save our hearts and minds and have us feel strongly for one person... but only "the one" why cant we save all of the hurt feelings? We need to learn.. yes. we need to learn... but oh how easy it is to fall into this cycle... and then someone breaks it up into little tiny pieces by interfering.... sigh:( gah. I've decided i'm going to dance with Heavenly father... he'll let the perfect man cut in.. eventually:) how i love being fifteen... i dont want to be 16.. because right now... i'm in between lets send boys to china and a boy that likes Ashley Rumsey.. because who doesnt?( like ashley that is.. there are almost 20.. 18 last time we counted)SHARE THE LOVE ASHLEY!!! PICK ONE:(

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