hello justin (a.k.a the only one who reads my blog...?)

haha your going to be bored with this one so you really shouldn't bother:D4th year hike was today.... Yesterday we spent the night at sister Fisk's house and colored our virtue rocks, wrote a note to our future husbands, made one "happy hat" and.... well slept.haha our plan was to leave the rock with "place name here's" virtue painted on it... the note is for whoever loves us enough to hike to the peak and back( freaking 18 miles!!!) with us... most likely if i remember it will be my fiancee/husband.. slap me if he's not:D... haha but the note is kinda retarded so... i hope someone ruins that part of it:D then i could just explain the whole "giving my virtue to you.. blah blah blah" part and get it over with:D anyways. we got up at 4:30 got ready, and left for the church, ate breakfast.. i forced miss Ashley Rumsey to run a lap around the church with me... which she wasn't so happy about:P haha i love her to death.and off we were.. me and Annmarie were chatting while everyone laughed( at me.. i am not exactly umm...on my rocker yet at 5 am:)we listened to brother Fisk's music.. good Charlotte, Jack Johnson... the works:D he has pretty good taste in music! haha anywhoozer, we got up to the start of the trail... after driving in circles for a while.. haha and were late for the group pictures so we took our own, and we were off. The first two or so miles like they told us, were straight up. We elevated a ton, I'm guessing 4 out of the 14 thousand feet. i mean FLIPPIN VERTICAL!!! haha and it killed.. and i kinda lost my hope.. but gained it after walking with Kenzee and Mallory for a while.. cheerleaders have a way of lifting your spirits like that. I caught up with some of my other friends, and kiffyn and we decided to stick to each other like glue. on the way we found a tree we called mel because it was carved into the side, "our" flowers krileas she named them:) we found a christmas tree, a charlie brown christmas tree, a disney tree, a heart shaped rock, a monkey in a tree.. oh and we named the "seven deadly switchbacks" with the help of miss Katie Abbott:D the acronym is Just Cats Wear Big Juicy Blue bonnets.... haha i'll tell you a few of the real names for them because they're hilarious.. the others i'd rather not put on the internet... they are funny but sorta could be offensive and... yeah:)Just- is Jake Horlacher because we were having a hard time thinking of a name.. and thought about it alot, so katie suggested it because he's a big thinker:) Wear is Wendell, because Katie had a headache ... and "wendell is a big fat headache" Big.. is betsey.. hahaRANDOM!!! Kiffyn was like .. we should name it devil. and i said "betsey!!!" .. haha it was hilarious. at the time.. i now realize that when i write it it sounds retarded.. but whatever:D Blue is becca.. because(says k) "at first it seemed nice... but thennn.. it got crazy and horrible!!!" and bonnet is billy.. cause kiffyn decided that she liked that it was the last one.. and that it was the best one so far.. and so she named it after someone that she likes:D:D:D so cute:) haha that was fun! i got to the top at around 11:30.. after probably dying a little inside.. but i didnt really feel that terrible... we ate lunch , signed our names, placed our rock and headed down encouraging all along the way:)we got down the second one and there was kenzee and mallory.. kenzee was crying and she had decided she couldnt make it to the top... so after some encouraging, some " i will carry you if i have to"'s and some rest, she, ash ,and sister fisk, hiked back up to the peak, while kiffyn and i, escorted a sickly miss katie abbott down the mountain... about 5 miles back my feet started to hurt.. and by 4 i couldnt sing with katie and kiffyn anymore.. my defense to pain is to get really quiet i guess... and i waged this kinda war with myself to go on. by 3 miles, i was bawling... and i was so mad at myself because i couldnt stop. i. hate . crying!.I made sure no one was coming and got down on my knees... and realized that his plan was for me to do this. i had to finish myself. my ankles and feet were swelling, my achilles were gigantic.. and they hurt like... well i'm not even going to say the words i was trying to block out of my head. by two, katie and kiffyn had left me... after we passed shannon who helped for a while... and i was walking alone.... and every step stabbed. when i finally got back.. i sat down and couldnt move, eat, or drink. i felt like death ( and as i'm writing this still do:(...) but i know that is what i was meant to go through.. for whatever reason:P anyways. i found out that i've been walking on fractures. whoot. that . SUCKED.:P but i did it. I feel like such a loser for going through such immense pain for such a small think as a hike.. but i swear i've never felt like that before in my life.. and hope not to ever again:P. i got home and layed in the bathtub.. in cold water because we didnt have any hot, and now here i am.. tired and in pain. but it was worth it. I think i'm going to do it again next year.. in my running shoes. anyways. other news, is drake and capri ARE moving down here.. he's going to shadow next year actually. and i found a new favorite movie, called my sassy girl.. so amazing! and oh yeah i went to a mister Justin Graf's birthday party on wednesday:) happy birthday i got him a rock from the mountain that i havent given him yet. He wants to be a geologist and I hope he succeeds.. and i hope that he likes the cool rock:)haha it was great. I hung out with lexi, and trotter, and got thrown in the pool.. played volleyball, went swimming... and it was fun:) I have glasses now too...:/ eh they look.. ok. i hung with charlie at a water park , and hailey.. we dressed up "in the era's" and made cookies:) i had a fourth of july make-up party because mine.. well sucked:) haha i'm uploading pictures now, so i'll post another one of just pictures later:) i am going to go to bed now so maybe i can wake up in the morning:) ttyl.