♥ 'in life, eating up the crazy nights the funny comments, the activities that seem to last but seconds, the starbucks runs, the park time, the crazy lazy days of SUMMER '09. nEvEr FoRgEt♥ haha i was just exited it rhymed without me meaning it to, so i posted it:) Well mojor major MAJOR news here! and some stupid stuff i'm gonna rant about anyways:) but First IMPORTANT STUFF!!!! 1. We're painting my house:):):) yesssssssss . o.k. so maybe i dont exactly love the color ( green. bleh) but its not looking terrible and i must admit it adds GREAT personality to the house:D 2. My friend Ryan McGlynn from New York might come down and visit me!!!! oh my goodness! I haven't seen him since people to people in the seventh grade! oh my. Well actually thats the only time i've seen him. haha funny story. We're "married" lol . not really. I'll tell you the story eventually:) 3. Drake kissed me on the cheek. odd right? hrm. I'm positive he doesnt like me though. Well not positive. oh! he's moving down here.. maybe!! a definite possibility:)4. Found an amazing song ( unknown of course) its called turquoise and lavender by the morning of. .. here's the lyrics:Hey princess why you sitting over there ?
I think the flowers just smell better here .
Why don't you come give them a try?
Do you think that you can stay a while
Ive met many hardships down this road so its hard for me to belive
So ill give you all that I've got left it isnt much but I hope it fits
If your lost in my heart princess please dont go far
Because the day is almost ending
And to me your eyes are not choose to question light
[2x]
Hey princess in the paradial after glow
Do you think that we have grown
The seeds of our mistakes are to embellish every chance at stake
yea
well The grass is greener the air is clearer and the way we betrayal just wont heal her
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
This is our prize this is the glory and through the vast skills of our imagination well sing a proclamation of harmony
If your lost in my heart princess please don't go far
Because the day is almost ending
And to me your eyes are not choose to question light
[2x]
This is our prize , this is the glory through the vast skills of our imagination
Well sing a proclamation of harmony harmony harmony harmony
If your lost in my princess please don't go far cause the day is almost ending
And to me your eyes are not choose to questions light
[x2]{glory} Question light question light
I think part of the reason is because 1) no one else knows it, and its kinda hard to find. It sets me apart sorta. 2) because i wish someone cared enough to write me something like this. 3) because i get lost in the lyrics and the music and can listen to it a million times without getting bored.
5. I'm pretty much over ...my problematic one-track mind...yeah:) it killed me for a while. everything i thought about reminded me. But the disease has burnt itself out and i'm over it now:) 6.0.o a new boy moved into the ward in the house behind ours:) he's from goldcrest .. this should be interesting:P but now it seems wierd to talk about anything in my backyard haha.O.k. now for pointless ranting just skip it please. i just needed to get it out of my system:) its obvious where it stops:)
So.. i kinda feel third wheeled whenever i'm with my friends... i feel like an extra. There to fill the place of something else:P Idk its starting to bug me. and then there's miss perfection/ my best friend. She's killing me. No matter how hard i try i'm not "up-to standard" with her. She reminds me of a kinder, cleaner version of the popular girls... and everyone is drawn to her like moths to a flame. goodness me. Its like no matter what, if Ashley's there i'm in second place for whatever. Prettyness( and most of the time, basing my theory on the way boys treat us i'm not even 2nd) personality, spirituality, kindness, fun-to-be-around-ness. just EVERYTHING about her is "BETTER" sigh. it makes me feel like crap. I'm just there as a space filler. especially when there are boys involved. it just seems that the flock to her.... just gather around her feet and she turns them away and says nonono, its like some kind of boy contest " who can win Ashleys affection" so so SO many boys like her.Not to name names but last time i counted there were over 10 ... 10! My GOODNESS GIRL! SAVE SOME FOR THE REST OF US!!!!. but see thats the thing, even if they didnt like her, next in line is Kiffyn. and THEN one of us ( katie, annMarie, Rachel, and me) have some what of a chance. It's depressing. it really is.but the thing is, I love her to death. I'm just as bad as the others:( i cant help it. she's as close as it gets. Shes the hi-def to my sattelite. blu-ray to dvd, cheese to my macaroni:P My friend. but still. i wish i were her. She's picture perfect in thier eyes. in mine even. and i just feel... so . HUMAN.
Pointless ranting over. o.k. I have my physical tomorrow, then i might go see my sisters keeper with mi madre:) oh and we might make the camp banner tomorrow. ... they have officially ruined girls camp for me btw:P but fourth year hike should be ok. even though they cut out the sleeping at the base of the mountain part ( WTH?!?!) oh and they sucked the fun out of the rest of camp too! . sigh. even camp rally. which we choreographed today, even though we will be one of the only ones with a dance. We're rebelling. :) yup. and Drake was all over Ashley today:) whoot. oh well. he's a flirt. anywhoozer. my life is amazing, and i lovee love lovee!!! it :) <3>
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