I know.. these are boring. But get over it. (:
Everything is coming into view. Its like someone took away the magnifying glass I was looking at the world with, and here I am. Lost. Because my world is so insignificant to some person that is looking at my world with a blurry lens. My lens is clear when it comes to a very select group, and I dont know how I can make it clear for everyone, because other peoples bias are affecting my own. They shouldnt, and I should control the information about other people that I listen to, but I want to listen to the ailments of my select. This world is HUGE! I cant possibly meet everyone in it... but I want to. I want to help everyone with SOMETHING... and that's basically impossible...but If I knew everyone's story, then I couldnt help but love everyone, whether they treat me like crap or not. My lens should be clear. My lenses are not clear. My paradigms need shifting. I need to focus. I cant focus because I have to focus on things like what I'm wearing, and how my hair looks, which SUCKS. I hate having to look good for people, but I want the opportunity to be friends with everyone, and everyone thinks that I should look a certain way... so I do. This year, i need to change someone's life. Literally. I'm going to help someone so they never forget it. Not for me, for them. I need to help someone. They need this. I will know who they are when I meet them. For now my lens is clearing. My mind is focusing, but i'm going to leave it at this.
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