Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I'm in a writing mood.. bear with me:)

Change.




So much of it,
all around me!
I'm changing, and i can feel it...
My friends are changing, and I can see it, and sense it... and it makes me sad
which makes me wonder.... Is anyone feeling the same about me? Is anyone sad that I'm changing? Growing up is what they seem to always call it... but i feel like I'm growing in a different way. I'm accepting my life, and myself... and my situation. The season changes, with the only visible difference being the humans around me at this point... here in vegas the leaves will only change color or fall off a few of the trees... but fall seems to be here, and I dont know where the time has gone... I'm caring about things, people, and animals that i thought I'd never care for the opinions of. AND I'm seeing the other side of people Some good, some bad.It seems to be the center of this time in my life. I'm realizing that the quantity of friends i have is not as important as the closness i make them... I want some best friends, and i'm trying to find my niche. So much going on! I'm working hard! but I'm getting a vacation this weekend!!!!! Knottsberry farm:) never been i'm exited! and i'll get to go to the ocean!!! oh my ! i'm so exited:) well this changing thing isnt so bad. I hope people notice ... but then i'd rather they didnt... who knows!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are considered one of my best friends.

mynameisrylea said...

:) good!