SuMmErrrrrrrrrrr.:D

It feels so good to be out of school! Its officially been one week since i got out of there, and... well i've been CRAZY BUSY!!!:) and I've been hecka sick, and I've been Lazy and I've written stuff and got over drama and made cake.. and well here, i'll explain better:D
Thursday- Took my Geometry exam.. a D!!!! I GOT A B IN THAT CLASS!!! WHOOT! after the exam I was totally bored and wrote about it ... yeah bordom! anyways here it is:Last.Period. Crazy thought during the test... I've been scared out of my mind all day... no all week! I sit down at my desk, he gives the instructions, and like a gunshot, he says "you may begin" and the race against my thoughts begins. The final grade of the semester... B or C, that is the question, this test, the answer. I'm nervous and I know it shows. I'm reading the questions two, maybe three times a piece, playing with my hair, tapping my feet, putting my face in my hands... doubting myself with every question, watching th clocktaking my time... Then I have this inkling to do something crazy My heart says STAND UP!!! SHOUt what you feel! what you know about the way the brain works, how very unfair, and, not to mention, stressful this can be on a developing mind, the way logic works isnt for everyone... especially not me. My brain weighs the options and i decide against it, but the thought persists. "what a way to go out with a bang!" it shouts! but i'm one of those people who come IN loundly ... and then leave quietly, and though my "high school career" isn t over, i feel like i'm leaving in a way.... at least for now. The clock ticks down, five minutes, four, and tow three... I wonder to myself how this summer will change me. Because time does that to a person... tick tock.. and its over... the Last.Period. haha not bad for 10 minutes right? Anywhoozer, I then proceeded to pile into Dereks car, who took me to Trotters house, and then we got a ride with Jacob to Gerritts end of school party, so many people came! we walked in and stripped to our swimsuits. Justin threw Sydney in, but i just jumped in:D Anna looked at me kinda funny and had a "hunch" that justin liked sydney... then everyone else started "noticing"There was a bunch of stupid pointless drama that made me feel worthless ... blah blah blah:D haha anywhoozer, I started to feel kinda sick and my voice was very much gone, so I went home with the mills( oh yeah and i was sick of the drama.. that too) and kinda started ranting about how boys were so confuzing... my family thought it was HILARIOUS! they also thought that i was on my period.. hahahahahhaa anyways, mom gave me chocolate, and talked me through it, and dad... well dad sided with the boy ( biased!) saying that if anyone was being confuzing it was me... ( i did sorta have this weird theory about sending boys to china until after thier missions:D) I was being very dramatic and stupid.. haha stupid girl hormones got to me! lol well I layed down for a minute and Ashley called me asking if i wanted to spend the night:) HECK YES I DID!!!! we layed down on her trampoline for ... a while and talked about everything... I could talk to that girl for years i swear. I called Jake for her, and we were invited to a movie night thing... where this kid Peyton was looking at me oddly... because i knew him and he was trying to figure me out haha .I fell asleep about a quarter of the way through the movie... and then Ashley and I got a ride home... and well I slept.
Friday- I was woken at 6 by miss Hailey Sue:) such a cutie... exept it was six in the morning and i looked like a hobo no joke. which means since we got home at 2 ish .. that i had gotten four hours of sleep... and i didnt feel to hot. we went up into Ashleys room and fell asleep reading her yearbooks of old:) until 10 ish.... and then we went to my house for 10 minutes so i could grab some money, searched Old navy , and Target.... then i started feeling really sick.. we were in the car on the way to Kohls and i got really cold... i was shivering and had goosebumps all over... It felt odd considering the temperature:P Ashley picked and i was praying that she would hurry, but I smiled and helped her out because i love her so much. We got to the dressing room and I was so thankful i could sit down. I sat on the floor while she changed in the stall with her mom. Every once in a while she would ask me to go and find something for her and i would slowly stand up and do it... i felt so bad because i was probably taking forever... but i was freezing and felt collapsable.... if thats even a word... i felt like every movement was a punishment for something. I was in major pain. We ended up leaving without her finding a swimsuit ( sister Rumsey was upset that i had come along... so i was trying to not make her any more upset.... but I had to tell her i was sick because i couldnt do anything else.) and got in the car. I was praying we would go home, but we took a 20 minute drive to get a swimsuit from her Aunt.... I was really quiet and i felt sooo bad... but i seriously was dying. I finally got home and said goodbye... and Ashley ( love her to death) asked me to get my curling iron... i was about to fall over... or just flat out refuse, but i forced myself to walk the twenty feet and give it to her. gosh i must love her tons. I shuffled to my room, threw everything on my floor and slept for hours. I woke up for about ten minutes with a headache and just went back to bed.
Saturday- Confined to my bed... I dont remember much exept literally lying there thinking I was going to die and planning my will.
Sunday-Same... but I was getting better. I could walk today. Not very far, or for very long, but i could do it.Sister Kroh brought me Fruit Juice. MY ANGLE!!!
Monday-Could move around! I wanted to go running soooo bad! but i couldnt:/ I couldnt breathe well enough yet. I Sat on facebook most of the day, or took small naps. Then around 4ish I think, I was sitting on the couch watching T.V. When makenna came in the room and looked at me sitting on the couch... then said
" You arent going ANYWHERE" ..
" Yes, I'm going to Trotters"...
" NO, youre 'sickkk' remember?! you going to your friends house is bull s*** "
"Well.. do you want me to stay?! Cause i would have a BLAST at your party, just watch me."
" You ARENT ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN, YOURE F****** sick remember?! Youre to sick to do jack around the F****** house, your to sick to have fun!"
"You cant tell me when I can and cant have fun Makenna. I was sick, but i'm feeling well enough to see my friends,. I'll stay home if you want and have a TON of fun with YOUR FRIENDS trust me they'll LOVE having ME around"( it was the day of her graduation party)
I wouldnt make them mad, they have knives, and arent afraid to use them!!!"
"Well we'll have fun at that court case now wont we?:)"
" we have connections in the police force, you wouldnt even get a trial"
"wanna make a bet?!"
At this point she came about four inches from my face and started to scream at me because i had a straight face on... and was kinda smiling. I pushed her a little bit away from my face and she started hitting me... i curled up into a ball and then Max bit her, and I walked to the phone threatening to call the police, she grabbed the phone, then the door rang and I Left because trotter was there for me. I was crying( not bawling, but i couldnt help it because she hit me in the face), and not because it hurt( she cant hit for a crap) Sydney, her mom and I went to Costco,after I called my mom,then loaded it into her car, then unloaded:) we went downstairs and Picked a few movies, Cat woman, then Employee of the Month.. both great Movies!!! we went to bed.
Teusday- woke up( what felt like five minutes later) I was Driven home.... My mom told me Makenna was leaving today. I almost jumped for joy! haha anyways. She woke Makenna up and told her she had to leave. I put the cake i was making for Bailey in the oven( for her birthday), and Mom told me that i should probably go... so I got on my bike. Since Casper had nothing better to do he came with me. We rode out to Shadow, then into the desert, down to CVS, and then Back home... all in all about 13- 14 miles. took a while but i still needed to get out of the house mom got my cake out of the oven for me:D... Then David called.. my cake was ready ,so he "kidnapped me", and took me to Baileys house. We Kidnapped her for her birthday too, and rode to wal-mart, McDonalds, Justins house?( dont ask me why) haha then just around... we had some fun times... Bailey threw a French Fry down my shirt... We had an accidental chinese fire drill when there was a bug in the back bahahahaha:) We started taking people home... me last so david could "beat me" at Wii... Lies. I kicked his but at tennis twice and baseball too:D:D:D haha what now?! lol after that, I got a call from Kiffyn and Austrey and Ashley... and we went shopping... I made a boyfriend:) Pedro!!!! he's actually a salt shaker... but he was cute:) ahhhh good times:D lol we had an ugliest outfit competition.. and i won:D hahahhahahahhaha anywayyysss. after that we went to Panda Express and got food, then to golden spoon then home... oh the fun!:)
Wednesday- I lolled around the house for a while.. then made Kelseys cake and presents... then asked around for rides and couldnt find one... haha so i called david. Nathan tried to keep her in the back, but that miserably failed.. so Alexa helped me pointlessly decorate Kelseys front yard.:D bahahha (: [::] :) <--- band-aid:D lol that was random... Kelsey asked if i wanted to help make water baloons... so I did:D Kenna Jordyn and I watched forever strong... and messed around decorating the house... haha then I just went with them to thier activity... for like five minutes.. and we went to thier house, then to the park... just about everyone came:) It was fun, we played missionary tag, sharks and minnows ( makenna pushed me into a bush! :P)( haha its alright kenna:) we played sardines, had a water balloon fight, then ghost in the graveyard.. then went to a hush hush movie night:D we "watched" transformers haha but it was fun. I got brandt to crack playing if you love me baby, Kenna and Jordyn too:D haha .... then mostly everyone went home and a few of us stayed for a sleepover... I talked for a while ... then went to bed.
Thursday- Woke up for eggs in bread... delicious:D and then we watched the end of baby mama.. part of Juno, and the end of Nancy Drew... haha idk why all the preggo movies( except Nancy drew... though everytime i see that i think of the Harry potter knocked up Nancy drew thing.. bahahaha thats good:)) and now.. here I am, at home writing this:D I forgot my cell phone @ Kelseys.. but i'll get it back eventually:D and today has been good:D tonight there is a glow stick fight.. but i'm not sure if i'm going... hrmmmm haha well.. there's my summer so far:D i'll try to keep you in the loop... maybe:D