tiredness

Tiredness creeps up on you slowly, like shadows slowly inching thier way into your mind, causing your head to feel heavy with the weight of darkness's decent into your thoughts. Tired is what causes your body to slow, like trains at the end of a track slowly rolling into place until it comes to a complete stop. Sleep. The restoring of energy. But sleep has its downsides, nightmares. terrifying images of non reality, though they feel so real at the time. Fears are surfaced dragging you into this horrifying image of your life in a twisted unreadable blob of information thrown at you by your mind, interpreted by your heart as hurt, pain lies, twisting life into an image of pure horrid, plain out terror. but to that there are always dreams.Full of hope, and love, and passion. You are surrounded by good, kind things, that make you feel as if your floating above all the troubles of the reality you accepted before you slipped into this world of pure imagined, nonsense and happiness. Suspended above the real world. the only problem with dreams is that you have to wake up,to face reality once more. The thing about reality is, sometimes you cant get to sleep, for the simple fact that reality is better than your dreams. thats when you know your in love. some people never feel this, so they look forward to the end of the day, as thier "train" reaches its destination and they can slip smoothly into thier sheets, escaping the worrys of reality in thier own world, thier personalized dream world that makes up who they wish they were,and where they want to be. But as tiredness comes, they accept it, welcome it gratefully, and when they wake, they wish all day for the pleasure of the fake reality they've created in thier dreams. Tiredness comes, but now i dont accept it. I dont want each day to end for the fear that i will no longer have this understanding. The understanding that reality doesnt have to be bad if you look at it from a different angle. you can never adjust the world , but you can always adjust the way you look at it. Life has problems, but like road bumps, to get anywhere, you have to keep moving forward just keep holding your head up high, and loving life. As i write this my fingers are slowing, and my head has become heavy with darkness, but thats alright, because tomorrow i will wake, and my head will once again be filled with the light of a new day:D sweet dreams:D and may they all come true:D