Sometimes crying isnt enough. Seriously! What did I do to deserve this! I've tried so hard but I cannot make ANYTHING right! I need somewhere where nothing can ever go wrong. One place where I'm not saying the wrong thing or being harrassed by everyone! where I dont look completely horrible all the time! where something finally goes right!!!! I want to have a place that the world cant catch up to me... I need a new family, new faces, new landscape new everything! If your wondering Makenna is horrifyingly good at making me feel so horrible and mean and ugly and inhuman if you havent noticed. I need someone counteracting that.. I need a hug! anyone? I knew there wouldnt be.