Wednesday, October 8, 2008

How small I feel...

I think in a little way I understand why Jesus did it. Why he died for us. I feel like I want to take on all the pain and suffering of my friends, help them overcome thier problems, so they dont have to deal with it. Sometimes your the only person someone has and you just want to intervine and go to where they are, give them a hug and get them back on thier feet. At times you want to just help them... and you can't. No matter how much I want to help them, there is nothing I can do, my power has been stripped from me, and I rely on the promises heavenly father gave me to get them back on thier feet. But right now one has fallen in a hole, and I alone am not strong enough to pull them out, not strong enough to save them... not alone. It got me thinking. How many people would I do that for? How many would I hold onto no matter how much it hurt me, how much pain I would go through for them each? Would I let go of anyone? Who would do that for me?There is always someone holding onto your rope, pulling for you, helping you up, I want to be the one to pull them out of the hole, I never ever want to push someone into a hole they can't be pulled out of. Pain is just a thing I will have to endure. In their time of need some people make others fall. I will try not to EVER make someone even trip, because someone pushed me into a hole.
Everyday there are little stresses tripping us up, making us hurt but it's never to hard to pull yourself up if you have someone helping. You have to try though. You cant stay down forever.
Today was a great day:D Its just hard sometimes when your friends are down...
My name is Rylea whats yours?

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